Tried My Best SOJA 

I feel it when my dreams tear right into my soul
feel it in my heart when my blood runs cold
see it in the nighttime, always in the rain…
hear it in the thunder and lightning
take me to my memory, take me to the start,
come in through the window, tearing me apart
feel it in the nightmare, always in the rain
see it in the memory coming back again and
I always said…

the only thing that ever made sense
is when I can feel it
the only thing that ever made sense
is just to carry and conceal it all
just know that I tried my best
in the only way that I knew how
I’m still doing it now, I’m still doing it now
cause I’m still doing it now…

get me to the stage now, put us in the light
make it feel real and make it feel right
floating down the concrete, flying in the sky
I think we found the bloodstream of our life
play me in the particle, put me in the mix…
make it like it used to, make it all fit
I really miss the old days, covered in light
I wanna feel closer, I wanna feel alive
and I always tried

the only thing that ever made sense
is when I can feel it
the only thing that ever made sense
is just to carry and conceal it all
just know that I tried my best
in the only way that I knew how